Friday, November 20, 2015
all the false realities you have succumbed
Listen to the ignominy history of your past
all the indulgences you promised to be your last
Look at the disgrace you have brought to your name
all the entrusted dignities that you have put to shame
Listen to the endless excuses you feed your mind
all the sick justifications that made you blind
Look at your despicable perception of your actions
all the widespread odium for your failed reactions
Listen to the disgusted whispering behind your back
all the mortification that is painting you in black
This is your existence.
I took a peek into my mind
seeking the disharmony that made me blind
In the midst of the agonizing dissonance
a soothing epiphany came into existence
Do not be afraid of what is in front of you
for all your greatest fears lie behind you
I believe when you disregard your cognition
all dissonance will fade into oblivion
Sense of logic is what intoxicates you
so realize the ecstatic fact that your time is due
Let go and free yourself from this futile resistance
as the world does not need your petty existence
This is your realization.
Thursday, November 19, 2015
Soothing wind breezes through my face
there is a sweetness in the air I can taste
Endless freedom before my very eyes
I can see the promised Utopia with no lies
The voices in the air are filled with utter dissonance
as if they are telling me to disregard my existence
The air itself oozes the foul scent of the night
I find it hard to breath at this level of height
Should I listen to the whispering of my left
or the soothing screech of my right?
Here I am, standing
Should I take a step forward?
This is your dissonance.
Sunday, May 4, 2014
Here I sit in this shapeless room
floating like I am in my mother's womb
I listened to the nocturnes dancing in the air
whispering the songs I would never share
The breath of the song makes me feel so dear
it pulverises every single veins in my ear
Between these mesmerizing notes
Lies the emotion I desire most
As I reach the tip of orgasm
I breached my own sense of narcissism
I opened my eyes as the epilogue draws near
I screamed in joy as I burst into tears
This is the only moment I forget my fears
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
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Monday, February 24, 2014
Have you ever thought of disappearing, so much that you would rather burn yourself into dust?
Have you ever wanted to hide, so much that you would rather dig your eyes out?
Have you ever felt like running away, so much that life itself seems like an easy thing to give up on?
What would you do?
What would you do with those thoughts?
What would you do with those sadistic thoughts that are consuming you?
Would you embrace it?
Would you cover it up?
Let us run, away from the unpleasant truth
Let us disappear, from this miserable society
Let us hide, from this disturbing reality
Let us hide, from our own disgusting existence
Sunday, May 13, 2012
How should I stop myself
from being the garroter of my own
from the eternal loop of Sisyphean
from the endless cycle of Uroboros
How should I prove my existence
if I never existed?
The thought of acceptance
evokes a disturbance on my innocence
I enjoy the nocturne of Nihilism
the fallacious song of existence
I loathe the very existence of my presence
quivering with the sickening indulgence
I lust for your lithe figure, such a filthy temptation for you to slowly devour my existence