Abyss

Dwell into the deep abyss of darkness

so deep that you would lose your senses

so dark that you would question your affections

Is this the moment?

that you wanted to sigh

that you wanted to cry

that you wanted to die

This is a war between acceptance and ignorance

cultivating the very lessons of existence

nurturing the very essence of religions

purifying the raging transcendence

This is a place between reality and fantasy

where your darkest fear will be your last insanity

 

Hide

Have you ever tried to run, so hard that you would not stop even if you start to puke? 
Have you ever thought of disappearing, so much that you would rather burn yourself into dust?
Have you ever wanted to hide, so much that you would rather dig your eyes out?
Have you ever felt like running away, so much that life itself seems like an easy thing to give up on?

What would you do?
What would you do with those thoughts?
What would you do with those sadistic thoughts that are consuming you?

Would you embrace it?
Would you cover it up?

Let us run, away from the unpleasant truth
Let us disappear, from this miserable society
Let us hide, from this disturbing reality

Let us hide, from our own disgusting existence

Forgot

It's 11.47pm now

I woke up in this white room

filled with the scent of gloom

I feel empty

and lonely

I remember nothing about my past nor present

I was told that I am having amnesia

the only thing I can remember now is the feeling of my Coulrophobia

Should I stay?

but why?

Should I pray?

but to whom?

I want this to be my last breath

in this room, nothing is left

but then I begin to question myself

What is the meaning of my death, if my life is made up of nothing?

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