Lone

Breaking the cycle of self-indulgence

Emptiness revolves around seductions

I'm too afraid to show my existence

Neither me nor myself nor reflections

Gaze into silence and look for guidance

Let me in you filthy little creature

Everything you see ignites your pleasure

Fuck insanity when I sew my eye

To blind myself from your beautiful lie

Orobas merely exists for our revelation

Utter madness ingulfs the goetic invocation

Triangle and circle are the key to evocation

Take me to the place where everyone cries

Guilt

Darkness was the road that lies ahead

your presence was nothing but a fate

Your existence was blurred and disgraced

yet deep down inside I was afraid

The loathful bond between metal and flesh

crucifying conscience in a flash

So just kiss the sin of remorse that I violate

cause' I adore that disgusting sound that you make

Empathy fades as I drown my conscience

Guilt is now a stain in my existence

I'm now being punish for my violence

for drowning my conscience into silence

I am sorry that I killed you

More

I can feel your breath

penetrating into my senses

excitement soars

rationality blurred

It's burning

yes

the glares you saw

the screams you heard

were the signs of my twisted mind

I can feel it no more

your breath

we've lose ourselves

feelings were obscured

No more pain

no,

more..

Watched

Each and every single day

You'll appear

with all the gorgeous clowns

watching them, silently

and I'll be here waiting

watching you

when you lie

Each and every sinful day

You'll be here

without the glorious smiles

watching them, silently

and I'll be there waiting

catching you

when you die

Why does it feels like I've heard it before?

like it's a repetition

.

Because the one being watched

was myself.