Sunday, May 4, 2014


Here I sit in this shapeless room

floating like I am in my mother's womb

I listened to the nocturnes dancing in the air

whispering the songs I would never share

The breath of the song makes me feel so dear

it pulverises every single veins in my ear

Between these mesmerizing notes

Lies the emotion I desire most

As I reach the tip of orgasm

I breached my own sense of narcissism

I opened my eyes as the epilogue draws near

I screamed in joy as I burst into tears

This is the only moment I forget my fears

Wednesday, April 30, 2014


I am looking at him
puking as I smell the foul scent of him

I took his voice
freeing him from his vice

I took his eyes
enlightenning him from the truth that lies

I whispered sympathy into his mind
yet with empathy he declined

So I forced a pole through his chest
impaling him on his eternal rest

I am looking at him
smiling as I purified him

This is his change, his becoming.

Monday, April 21, 2014


Past is the sin you once had
Pursue the unseen that made you mad
Past is the skin you once had
Peaceful moments that you once shared

Again it comes again and again
Agonizing pain makes you insane
Again it comes again and again
Afraid is the only word you retain

Inside this senseless mind
Impurity is what you shall find
Inside this painless sigh
Idiocy is what makes you high

Nothing matters anymore when you die

Tuesday, April 1, 2014


Dwell into the deep abyss of darkness
so deep that you would lose your senses
so dark that you would question your affections

Is this the moment?
that you wanted to sigh
that you wanted to cry
that you wanted to die

This is a war between acceptance and ignorance
cultivating the very lessons of existence
nurturing the very essence of religions
purifying the raging transcendence

This is a place between reality and fantasy
where your darkest fear will be your last insanity

Tuesday, March 25, 2014


Dream is your heaven of alternate reality
where your soul embraces your insanity
where your songs are sung for eternity
where you heart aches relentlessly

Take a step back and enjoy the scene
this is where you embrace your sin
this is where you paint the obscene
this is where you wash yourself clean

Dream is your memories screaming in pain
it is where your conscience go insane
it is where you have nothing to gain
but only to lose yourself in the pain

Dream, is a place you should just stay

Saturday, March 1, 2014


How does your nightmare look like?
Does it look so wrong yet so right?
Does it make your mind feel so tight?
Does it make your soul feel so high?

Guilt on your left and conscience on your right
Believe in your fear and feel His might
Pray in your dream and hope will ignite
Forgive yourself and guilt will subside

Dreams are the filthy desires in your mind
Whispering your thoughts in black and white
Trust your senses when you lose your sight
Conscience will be your greatest guide

How would your nightmare look like tonight?

Monday, February 24, 2014


Have you ever tried to run, so hard that you would not stop even if you start to puke? 
Have you ever thought of disappearing, so much that you would rather burn yourself into dust?
Have you ever wanted to hide, so much that you would rather dig your eyes out?
Have you ever felt like running away, so much that life itself seems like an easy thing to give up on?

What would you do?

What would you do with those thoughts?
What would you do with those sadistic thoughts that are consuming you?

Would you embrace it?

Would you cover it up?

Let us run, away from the unpleasant truth

Let us disappear, from this miserable society
Let us hide, from this disturbing reality

Let us hide, from our own disgusting existence